It's been a difficult week for me. A lot of ups and downs emotionally.
I wont go into the details here but a few things keep popping up...
- Emotions are unpredictable things, sometimes especially just when you think you have them mastered.
- Relationships are seldom easy. And never when they matter so much to you.
- I can't change what anyone else feels, so I just need to focus on myself.
- I will trust that the Universe has a plan for me and that it wouldn't lead me down a road that goes nowhere.
- I have a lot to be thankful for.
- I need to do more Kala.
- Polyamory is complicated because people have emotions (see #1)
- No two loves are the same.
- I am grateful for the love I have, but am I being greedy to worry that another might be slipping away?
- Greedy or not, I love him.
- See #4.